Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Nothing ever is easy
Not a great scan. Left side have gone backwards in growth, and right I had 2 x 14mm, 1 x 13mm and some smallish nothingy ones. Upped dose from 150 to 200iu for 3 more days, rescan Friday. Need more to happen or EPU won't go ahead. Can;t think about it til Friday, too many what ifs. Feeling pretty flat and dejected. FS said I have "hardcore PCOS" in that my ovaries are totally unpredictable in whether they will over under or respond the same each time. Woot for me. I hate my ovaries. I feel so guilty, angry and depressed. Oh well. Worry about it Friday I suppose.
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kell, it really does suck when things dont go as you would like them too. the more they do the more they learn unfortunately you are the guinea pig in all this. i hope this increase in stims will get things moving more. thinking of you
xx
I hope so, it gets rather frustrating and its not like any further cycles will be improved because I respond so differently all the time, my poor FS can't keep up!! Bah!
(((HUGS)))
I have everything crossed for you that your scan will go well on Friday xxx
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